Welcome to Thomas’s profile
Enjoy learning about my Dad <3
Thomas is named after my dad who went by Tom for short. My dad wasn’t in my life when I was really younger I had no clue I really had a dad when I was younger but it never bothered me. One day though when I was older I finally got to meet him and I was so excited since I would finally have a dad. He would try so hard to try and visit me and my mom. I never knew how much the time he spent with me would matter so much until July 1st 2013. It feels like yesterday since it happened I can recall everything that happened that day. I’ve never felt so hurt and sad at the same time before in my life. On that day I was casually hanging out with my mom and her boyfriend. My mom got a call on her phone and her face fell and she looked at me with the most sorry expression I’ve ever seen. She got off the phone and told me “Your dad just died” she had tears and looked at me and comforted me. I balled my eyes out for a straight hour. My mom tried to calm me down but it wouldn’t work no matter how hard she tried. July 1st will never be the same for me again. But before my dad died we had great memories I’ll never forget. When he use to come over he would play uno with me and my mom and we would “bet” reality we used goldfish. I will never forget when we use to do that. A fond memory I have from that is when ever my dad wasn’t looking I would always eat his goldfish instead of mine since I thought it was the funniest thing ever. Another memory is when my dad gave me his stuffed animal sully. My dad came over the one night and when I was about to go to bed he gave me his Sully saying that it was mine now and to take good care of it. I still have Sully and I take good care of him to this day. Another memory I have is my Dad helping me with my Club Penguin books that had penguins,buildings and puffles which you could make. He helped me along with my mom and I was so happy. Dad I hope you are proud of what I’ve become even though I’m not an Eagles,Flyers or Phillies fan, but I did go with Notre Dame for you <3. I’m trying to become a hockey player and it’s not easy but I know you would be proud of me. Dad I miss you like hell and wish we could of had more time to spend together, I love you Dad <3 Hey Dad life wasn’t easy after you passed. I became numb and told everyone I was okay and pretended towards everyone that your death didn’t bother me. In reality I suffered so much and life was never the same after you died. I never express how I’m feeling anymore, I still pretend I’m doing fine, hell I’m so broken on the inside sometimes I feel better to keep it all inside. Dad I’ll never be the same and I can’t blame you I tried as I kid but, I grew up and realized it wasn’t your fault I just wanted to blame someone for the pain I was going through. Dad I hope your doing okay and are proud of me. I’m doing a little better because of my best friend who will probably never know how much him becoming my friend really meant to me.
Hey Dad the Eagles have won the Superbowl…. I hope your happy <3